Maybe I should include him and it will all work out better
"I am just starting to be open with my husband about where I'm at spiritually. It's still difficult because he's so black and white and has a ridiculously good memory, which I don't have. And since he knows all the facts and all the scriptures he can point out what I don't know, and I don't have anything to say back.
One of the first things my husband said when I opened up to him was 'I feel like I'm the only one holding the family together,' in an eternal way. But my spirituality is going to be true for me even if I don't say it out loud. So this person I agreed to spend the rest of my life with, maybe I should include him and it will all work out better."