More comfortable now

“I’m more comfortable now than I’ve ever been. Way more comfortable now than I was as an active member, and even more so than I was as a missionary. Something that I don’t think about very often anymore is guilt. I mean, I feel guilty if I’m unkind to someone who didn’t deserve it. But there are other things that as an active member of the LDS Church, and as a missionary specifically, I felt guilty about, which I don’t think needed to be something to feel guilty about. It’s funny because I felt guilty a lot for not being spiritual enough. And now that I don’t care, nor do I associate very often with people who care, I don’t have that guilt anymore. And it’s wonderful.”